My mother used to muse she was a slave to passion
she liked fornication
liked it a lot
it helped rebuke
disappointments on her timeline
the other women in our walk-up
called her Jezebel
but not to her face
because she’d cut their pretty little derrières
rearrange their bodies with her devil’s tongue
not because I was pitch blue-black like the gemstone
not even because she wanted me hard & unyielding
she named me after Sapphire Stevens from The Amos ‘n’ Andy show
I was never going to take it lying down
Sapphire is not the name of a slave
You could be as sweet as Weezy on The Jeffersons
My mother used to say it didn’t matter anyway
if you was a strong black woman who stood her ground
they was going to find another name for you
like Esther
Florida
Florence
Maxine
Michelle
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