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The Bones of Us

I could mistake a life for

too many dusks darkening

along the spine. Somebody was saying

the skeleton of our faith, the skeleton of our faith

but whose? There are two-

hundred & six bones that hold

the human body like this: ninety-four

bones have disappeared from you. So forgive me—

no. They are always still

there inside you. Rejoicing how they

merged into this you. Rejoicing

like a day’s worth of light hitting your body

fleshed with only its ribcage. A mother was said

to shoot back at the men—for killing

her family. It was dawn. So many bodies, so

why remember it now?

The first time I went to church I cried

in that Sunday school closet. Someone said you’ll probably

burn after you die for being

this skin. For this skin your ghosts agreed on.

Somewhere between

my jawline & neck bone

is an animal-

skinned god left out for good.

Counting back to zero.

& when the lamps are on in the house

the first sound

I lose is the forest

dressed in fire.

Every summer was this: fields & fields

of ash. Someone said

it’s like midnight scraped from a muffler. & I believed

I was awake

in the ochre-blasted wheat: talking &

talking bones. Back & forth. A rust-on-rust kind of conversation

about every story

carved into the land like a testament on the inside

of the mouth.

My mother spoke at night about hunger like a child

holding his face together

of his first art project. Of course

it was his mother: the yarn

her hair. No, what she meant was

everyday is an act of starvation.

& I promised my body to so many. But the living body was

in a way

spoken for. So I stopped.

I stopped & put my ear to your belly. You said, listen for the aurora

in your own lungs.

When living is a season

across a field between us breathing

& our dead, your savior watched

as the ghost reached down

& then brought his hand to his mouth.

He was told: be obedient.

Like any decent animal. Placing

invisible serviceberries on his tongue & eating

into a stillness

an air unfinished for so many reasons.

& darling, if our mouths happen

to touch someday: remember—

it means only that I am speaking

to you. That we have always been speaking

to each other.

Someone said fragility like survival.

The fragility of our people is not

within the flesh: but the footprints

of the gods who once lived here. & abandoned their homes to us.

This bone-bright air, the promised land

of angels lying

in the grass with no memory

of who had left them there

for dead

I could mistake this year for any other

grave I’ve dug. For someone

who said—boy, welcome to your life. I didn’t know

the hands were nothing

but houses—

were everything we said

they could be—a shadow of every body

you’ve ever wanted to touch.

I look into a mirror as if afraid.

Afraid to say: you should look in the mirror before you leave

today. I stare at you like the last mirror

I remember breaking.

from Poetry Northwest 12.1 Summer & Fall 2017More by Michael Wasson from the library

Copyright © Michael Wasson
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This program is supported in part by a grant from the Idaho Humanities Council, a State-based program of the National Endowment for the Humanities.

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