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Erou

i.

O Erou   the kids on the block croon asking

where you from and Erou’s got a story

for every day of the week:

Monday      his father brushed him

like a daydream from

the corner of his eye

Tuesday    his mother stayed out in the sun

singing Hello, Stranger till

she swelled with his pitch:

Hello, Erou, my baby

in the major key

Wednesday   he swam up out of the Atlantic,

brushed off his gills and walked

right up to Coney Island Beach

Thursday     the gods of the clubs on Jamaica,

the jerk chicken spots and the late-night

pizza joints threw off their clothes one night

and danced till he dropped

from one of their faces, a boy-

shaped droplet of sweat

Friday     his Converse came first, his mother

set them in the garden and he grew up out

of them like a weed: Erou

of the laced-up kicks

Saturday    his father sat with a dinner of whiskey

and sunflower seeds, spat one out and

here’s Erou, kernelled, uncracked on the kitchen tile

Sunday     Erou came right outta the sky,

didn’t you see it? Ten years ago today Erou’s Comet

set fire to his mama’s roof as he came down

I.

Gap-toothed Erou,

Erou of the forked tongue

speaking outta both sides of his mouth

believer of nothing  but his own reflection

Erou born in the county of Kings

raised in the lap of Queens

sitting on the throne of his mama’s front stoop

Isn’t this how an Erou begins?

II.

Erou without prophecies

but not without precedent, no,

on the day of his birth,

his mother a cloud, his father a lightning grin, and he a

(hushed)

cry before the thunder

Erou the almost

the first touches

of rain

III.

Innocent Erou of the wordless bluster, howl

of the strays, bray and bark

and Lazarus-blare to wake the dead,

they said, watching

the open mouth like a hollow a

breach in the earth

Erou Avernus whose name the dead pass through

IV.

Erou     a wandering,

a bumbling,

a blundering,

a babbling

child with hands everywhere:

throw pillows on the couch,

bowl of caramel candies,

lit candles,

glass picture frames,

Erou of the everything

Erou in the world with his want

V.

Erou of the house of spite

Erou of the creases in his father’s forehead

the drink on his father’s tongue

the tongue  stilled whiskey-soured and iced

Erou fed from his father’s silence

Erou son of the shadow

beneath his father’s lip

VI.

Erou of the school of Can’t Tell Me Nothing, already knows

what he needs to know:

Street-smart Erou of the words to the wise—

got a hard head but soft behind

is what his laughing mother calls it,

is what his wife will call it

years later   when it will sound like a threat

from ErouFind more by Maya Phillips at the library

Copyright © 2019 Maya Phillips
Used with the permission of The Permissions Company, LLC on behalf of Four Way Books.

Published in Maya Phillips Poems

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