A woman in all red walks past me with her two white dogs in red sweaters
I walk past in all blue with a black dog
I cannot get away from the idea that time is not linear
And that emotion makes us reach a moment where it happens all at once
But not a moment
My love says this knowledge of mine is the most basic: a given
Something we are left with
He will never lose anyone the way I have
He will never lose me until I am dead
You and I, my reader, we exist in a timeless way
Always in space and time together
I do not touch you
But I write these words to you
Out of love, or hate, or both
What grand a feeling I feel for you
And yet it is very small
In the utter blackness
Or blankness
Where an all-emotional head
Lifts two eyes with a dark heart
I am not sure if it is this head, or you,
Who speaks to me
I know I am lost forever, floating
Forever fragmented
And that this either brings me comfort or despair, or both
Because I know that you and I will never be together
Such a vast and endless sense of nothingness
For this alone, I speak
from Poetry Northwest 06.1 Spring & Summer 2011More by Dorothea Lasky from the library
Copyright © Dorothea Lasky
Used with the permission of the author
on behalf of Poetry Northwest.