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Elegy with a RIP Shirt Turning Into the Wind

Some days, away from me,

the air turns & I pray

pistols into my hands, as if

there is a peace that will open

up with bullets, with the blucka

blucka blucka of a hammer’s siren.

In the street, the boys play a game they call

throwback. It is football, every man

for himself as he weaves under

the wires above Mississippi

Avenue. The sneakers swinging

above his juking body like scythes

are fresh: Jordans, Air Force 1s & Chuck

Taylors singing death songs when

the wind blows hard enough.

Touchdowns are as rare as angels

& when the boy turns his body,

the RIP shirt slants against the wind,

& there is a moment when he is not

weighed down by gravity, when

he owns the moment before he crashes

into the other boys’ waiting arms & they

all look like a dozen mannequins,

controlled by the spinning sneaker

strings of the dead boys above them.

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For the City That Nearly Broke Me

Knots like two dozen fists

sway with want from the boy’s

keffiyeh, that black & white scarf

with its useless hands clopping

against the wind in protest,

against this boy & his somebody

lost, against their own swaying

in a dance the lost body has lost.

A boy. A somebody lost. A body bodied

in the lights of inauguration night

when every light in the city flared

with hope. Always losing, always

a boy left with a dozen weights,

small circles on strings pulling

his head down to the ground.

Downcast. Drop your bucket here

& make the city yours and all

that jive keeps him from running.

Escaping the pavement, where

bodies finally fall to rest.

The keffiyeh keeps him from

bucking against the wind,

hurtling himself to the Grey-

hound or Amtrak or I-95

with a book bag & hitched finger.

His head shrouded in the black

& white, the knots keeping

his eyes down as he traverses

neighborhoods with names like Third

World, with names like a nation

falling. & the coffin-voiced

boy is who God tells us he will

save, & so those swinging knots

must be a kind of redemption,

a way to see the bullets that bury

you, constantly, as if death is

the disguise hiding your wings.

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For the City That Nearly Broke Me

A woman tattoos Malik’s name above

her breast & talks about the conspiracy

to destroy blacks. This is all a fancy way

to say that someone kirked out, emptied

five or six or seven shots into a still warm body.

No indictment follows Malik’s death,

follows smoke running from a fired pistol.

An old quarrel: crimson against concrete

& the officer’s gun still smoking.

Someone says the people need to stand up,

that the system’s a glass house falling on only

a few heads. This & the stop snitching ads

are the conundrum and damn all that blood.

All those closed eyes imagining Malik’s

killer forever coffled to a series of cells,

& you almost believe them, you do, except

the cognac in your hand is an old habit,

a toast to friends buried before the daybreak

of their old age. You know the truth

of the talking, of the quarrels & how

history lets the blamed go blameless for

the blood that flows black in the street;

you imagine there is a riot going on,

& someone is tossing a trash can through

Sal’s window calling that revolution,

while behind us cell doors keep clanking closed,

& Malik’s casket door clanks closed,

& the bodies that roll off the block

& into the prisons and into the ground,

keep rolling, & no one will admit

that this is the way America strangles itself.

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Crimson

When they found his body today,

all forty-seven of his years drowned

in a pool he paid for with blood, I thought

of my brother. He has life. The police cracked

Rodney King’s head open before a live

audience. This is 1991 & the Bad Boys

from Detroit were in the Finals again, or will be

when June comes around & all around me shatters.

They say King had 59 fractures, bones brittle

brittle after that night when he became

why every young dude I knew shouted “Fuck

the Police.” We only cursed what could kill us:

the day blood washed over the freshest pair of Timbs

on a Richmond street, those batons slam dancing

on King’s head, my father’s weary eyes, &

the money, all those thousands we spent trying

to resurrect a dead man with an appeal,

the millions spent making King rise again.

His name, my brother’s, is Juvenile, or Juvie—but

no longer Christopher. This is what he tells me

the men he breaks bread with call him. Or called

him, a dozen years ago, before he, too, became

an old head, veteran of count time & shakedowns.

It’s how they christen niggas who own their first

cell by sixteen—& because King took that ass

whupping four days before cuffs clanked around

Christopher’s wrist that first time, back when he

was what they call on the run, when the news

came on, & we caught it halfway through, just

listening as we sweated the phone for news,

we saw King, & thought him Chris, my brother,

slumped under batons & boots, under the cops’ blows.

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For the City That Nearly Broke Me

Stress this: the lit end

of anything will

burn you. & that is just

just a slick way of

saying: running will

never save you. This

man’s first son caved, fell

to the pressure, to

the barrel’s indent

against his temple.

A body given

back to asphalt.

Stress this: we never

gave a fuck, not ’bout

Malik or how the

bullet didn’t split

the air, but split those

edged-up, precise hairs

of his caesar, to save

the man the burden

of years fearing death.

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