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I want to be the governor of Alaska. Because the season

is turning, because the trees are becoming an announcement,

their leaves with the future already in them, the self-arson

of the red leaves, the yellow leaves like superlative

lemons, I want to be the governor of Alaska. Because

I’m tired of the news, the newspapers, the public radio

experts, and my own sad inability to sit quietly in my room,

which Pascal declares is the problem with people, I want

to be the governor of Alaska. Because from the air base

and army base outside my town, airplanes as gray as whales

and as big as dreams keep flying over our houses,

shrieking like oversized skateboards on city sidewalks.

Because of arsenic in the rain, because of arsenic sleeping

inside the ground, and the weather like a cold war always

coming down from Canada and Russia, I want to be

the governor of Alaska. Because I’m always hearing speech

from the kettles and the door-knobs, those pure products

of America, their soft words always scurrying, things

bothered by eyes and light. Because I have been reading

the letters of Van Gogh, the part where he says, “Instead of

painting the ordinary wall of the mean room, I paint

infinity.” Because when he died the world went dark by half,

and when you went away this morning the other half went

dark, I want to be the governor of Alaska. Because of all

the Filipinos canning tuna in Alaska, because of the

mail-order brides ordered by the lonely men of Alaska,

I want to be the governor of Alaska. Because of the pipeline

on the state’s chest like a bypass scar, because of the streams

and flowers of the tundra, alive so briefly they are

like the gift of an election blossoming every four years,

I want to be the governor of Alaska. Because of the price

of gas, because of all the rosaries I prayed in my childhood,

I want to be the governor of Alaska. Because even then,

in childhood, I knew it was doubt that made people small,

when I was dared to eat a caterpillar, I did. It wasn’t shooting

moose, but still it made me want to be the governor of Alaska.

from Poetry Northwest 05.1 Spring & Summer 2010More by Rick Barot from the library

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